please

don't expect me to know everything

just because i'm a lawyer.

get it?

tq

Dulu lain sekarang lain.

Dulu lain skrg lain. Dulu bujang sekarang dh kawen.

haha. no lah. Sbnrnya kn, lately sy sudah perasan ada some part of me yg mmg dh lain. Err..people do changed, rite? At some particular point, so did i. Skrg ada beberapa benda in mind. hehe. so here we go.

Satu

Dulu bila dapat duit, wah bestnya!!! Mula buat list nk beli tu nk beli nie. Tidak ada perasaan brsalah bila every weekend mnjadi bestfren ATM kt zaaba tu. Worse, xsampai seminggu dh ambik duit lg. Pastu kalau jpa lmbt masuk duit, terus, abah. duit dh abisla..then esok abah dh bnk in. So bermula aktiviti spt biasa…Haha. Mmg teruk. Boros. Xreti berjimat. Sbnrnya xtau pon apa yg sy buat dgn duit2 itu, yg pasti bnyk utk makan dan makan dan magazine dan novel. Owh beli baju jugak. adeh.. Dan sekarang bila reti dpt duit sndiri, mmgla best, but more to thankful. As usual, akan start to think of buying as much as I could, tp tak tergamak nk berkwn rpt dgn atm lagi. even bila dh nk kuarkn duit, konon nk ambik 300, cut down smpai 150 jela. sbb time tu rasa mcm2.. rasa sayang, rasa membazir, rs xberbaloi..mcm2. ngee. Sbb bila rezeki itu dicari sndiri, every singe penny adelh sgt besar ertinya. Mulalah nk nangis bila ingt dulu tau mengabiskn duit parents jer. aduh..

Dua

Dulu nak isi minyak, isi jela kn. Haha. Tp skrg mula rasa betul jgn isi minyk siang2.. Bila benti keta tepi jalan, matikn enjin. Dulu bleh plak tido dalam keta kt rnr sampai sejam.. slumber. Skrg xbuat dah. Hehe. Dulu bila nk speed, speed jela. Eh yg ni xleh ubah. No wonder dh bejaya mengumpul koleksi saman sebanyak 7 sekarang. aiyoooooooooo. Haha

Tiga

Dulu tersangaaaatlah cepat “wow” dn kagum dgn org2 bnyk ilmu, org2 pndai, org2 cun yg mcm perfect jer life dia, dan org2 yg nmpak alim. Tp skrg, xdah. haha. Sy mula belajar utk jangan judge org tu kalau xkenal dia, maka sy hanya akan kagum dgn org2 yg sy tau ilmu dan amalannya sama bnyk. Dia pndai ckp, dan dia buat benda tu. Dia pandai dlm exam, dan dia pandai beramal. Bukan cakap jer bnyk, dlm exam jer pndai, tp hakikatnya…Ye sy jugak tahpape sbb I’m not a good person either. Tp mcm makin lama makin terbukak hati dn minda. huhu. Pernh trdgr dlm…apetah. Ustz tu ckp…kalau kita tau something tu haram, cthnya smbahyang tu wajib, tp kita ckp, xpela xslt skrg..nnt aku boleh taubat. Ataupun…Kita tau bila kita ckp something, benda tu mcm menunjukkn kita riak, dan kita sedar yg kita mcm riak, tp nak jugak cakap. Nak jugak bgtau orang. Mksudnya org2 mcm tu adalah org2 yg hatinya telah hitam. Tau salah tapi xpeduli jugak. Aduh…Xnaklah ada hati hitam kn. Pastu tau yg buat kening tu haram, tp stil ckp, ala ckit jer. Bukan buang semua. Huhu.

Empat

Dulu mcm pecaya once u found somebody yg baik hati, yang tau ilmu agama, sume akan setel. Yet, life isn’t that simple... Betul.Kalau xde bayangan ttg ms depan brsama, watape nk go on kan? Kalau word terima seadanya tu hanya kt mulut, sampai bile nk sabar bg benda tu akan jadi kn? kalau cakap jer love me as who i am tp bila begaduh msti bg contoh ex gilfren, apakah kan. Kalau wat ape pon kena compare dgn kapel lain buat, camana sy nk convincekn diri sndiri yg dia adelah bakal ketua keluarga sy kn? so ive made myself clear of that species.ngee.

Lima

Dulu macam rasa law adelh sumting yg nerd. haha. pakai pun black n white jer. tahpaper. xbleh bergaya lgsung. hidup yg tidak kalerful. haha. pastu kena dok study jer. kena hafal tu hafal nie. Tp skrg, bila dh nmpk sndiri the practical side, law isn’t that bad..Ngee. Best aper. haha. Best bila berada di court. Ngee. Best sbb it is a noble profession kalau u tak menyimpang. Best bila judge tnya dan u boleh explain. Best jumpa ramai orang dan best boleh tau macam2. Bila ada kes psl pusaka, kena study psl hartanah. Bila ada kes psl dadah, kena tau sume psl dadah. Bila ada kes rumah retak, bangunan xsiap, kena tau segala psl2 ilmu arkitek dan kejuruteraan. Bila ada kes plane crash ker ape..kena tau take off to mende..minyak jenis ape guna..tekann cmana yg kena ada..Bila ada kes psl accident, food poisoning, kena study n buat research psl medical, pasal badan manusia, psl system segala. Bila ada kes psl tanah bendang, kena tau cmana proses org tanam padi, relung convert to ekar.. Memang tidak dpt dinafikn, banyak benda bleh blajar dan bnyk bnda kita akan tau di sebalik masalah orang. Heee. Jadi tidaklah mnjadi katak di bwh tempurung. Yet, it can be sooo exhausting. Haha. Cuma yg pasti, ia bukanlah sstu yg membosankan. Yg bosan maybe ur environment. hehe

Enam

Dulu bila shoping, criteria utama membeli adelah cantik dan affordable. Hehe. So kalau nmpak jer apa2..” Cantiknya!! Comelnya!!” maka potensi membeli adelah 80%. Kasut kalau kaler brown, pastu cantik, ada saiz, pastu harga xlebih 100, maka peratusnya 99% akn dibeli. Haha. Tp sekarang, criteria utama adalah beli kasut yg akan menmbahkan my confidence. Hehe. Yg buat sy rasa yakin, bersemangat dn berkarisma. hahaha. betull…mmg akan try dn jalan2 ckit. Kalau rs cntik je, tp biasa, maka xbeli. hehe. Rasa confident tu akan dtg sndiri bila I’ve found the right shoes. Dn ive found two pairs yg best giler...mahal ckit xper, asal selesa, thn lama, dan…jalan kt court rs confident giler. Mcm sume kes bleh menang.hahaha. ok kepoyoan di situ yer.

Aaaaa... cukupla. Enam pun mcm dah banyak aper..=P

The Court and i.

Case Number One

So i've settled everything at magistrates' court until i feel uncomfortable and weird with my trouser suit. i felt something inside there. i went to ladies. as soon as i opened the door and was heading to mju, someone smiled to me. a familliar face. It was him.

Case Number Two

So i was checking my cases at sessions court with this particular interpreter A and was waiting for my cases to be called until i heard some familliar noises at my back.

Interpreter B to him : "Aku suka la zaryani ni."

Him to interpreter B : "Weh. pijak kaki satgi!"

comel. haha. i likeeee. (ok2. saya adelah mencuri dengar perbualan mereka. =D)

Case Number Three

So everything was settled. Hearing, Mentioning, File Searching, Chitchatting(or gossiping?) and everything. (Sekarang masa balik mengadap fail2 bertimbun bagaikan KLCC dalam bilik. Off to ofice (sigh). )

I was on my way to car park until i bumped into him at my lastttt staircase of the court's building. He was heading to car park too! From another direction. Hee.

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So what is the best thing about me and court?

For ive found the reasons to smile; the moment i bumped into him.

That is the number one reason why i love attending court sooo much. Haha.

Eh. nope. That was number two.

The best thing in court is when you won the judge's heart. haha :D

beli ke tak

nak beli ke tak nak
beli
no
beli
beli
beli
nooooooooooooo
aduh
beli.abes duit
tak beli. tak abes duit
tp abes jugak beli benda lain
uhuk
bencila
so irresistableeeeeee.

My best friend's wedding

Kolej Ungku Omar. UKM. 2004. Me n Mala. Dua dua sungguh chubby. Haha. Ist day orientasi, kitorang ke mana sahaja berdua. Ist day kt UKM, org 1st yg jadi kwn aku adelah Mala.

Piah. Mala. Yani.

Since 1st day kt FUU, kitorg dh jadi geng. Ke mana sahaja bertiga tanpa peduli org lain nk pggil kitorg anti sosial or wut. Selesa mnjadi diri sendiri dengan tiga org.

Ramai sgt nnt jd sgt serabut plak. Haha.

Tiga org budak yg giler bergambar. Tingkap pon jadiii..Haha


Dan setelah menjalani sesi berexam-berkuliah-berposing-bergosssssssip-beroutingssss-bershopingsss-bernangis bersama-sama (ok not 'ber'... but 'me'... wutever=P), maka kitorang telah grad dgn jayanya in 2008. hehe. Yayyyyy!!!

Sesudah itu, dgn tuntutan kerja(chewah), keterbatasan masa dan jarak, aku tidak lg berjumpa dgn mereka berdua. Hanya sms dn chatting dn bergayut pengganti diri. Surat? oh tidak. ini zaman teknologi. Eh eh.Kecuali kad raya.Haha.

Tetapi pada tanggal 13 Februari 2010, dengan izin Allah, kami dipertemukan semula. Awwwwwwww. Sukaaaa!! Aku rindu giler kt korang dua org dn geng2 fuu lain. hee.

Sebab apa ye jumpa?

Sebab...ni..

....

........

..............

Taraaaaaaaaaaa.

MALA NAK KAWENNNNNNN!!!

Owh sungguh happpyyyyy!! hehe. sangat happy. So kami beramai-ramaila berkereta dan berjumpa Maran, Pahang. piah, jas, aida, kak ija, ros, jah, wina, topec, faidean, n me. Owh sungguh best bergossssip. hahaahha

Malam terakhir mala sbg anak dara. Merangkap gambar terakhir 3 dara pingitan. haha. Lepas ni sorang dh masuk kelab Puan puan yer. (sebenarnya, aku still mcm xpecaya. )Aku dan piah..seriously. Kalau org lain maybe sangat happy attend classmate's wedding, aku dgn piah ada some..mixed feelings. We have been best friends since 2004.

Make sense la kan?

Melihat mala begini, owh aku dgn piah mcm...sebak giler. Semua benda start datang balik satu-satu. Dari zaman masuk ukm dgn status solo, ke zaman berkapel dan break dan kapel dan mcm2 episod lain, zaman saling tolong menolong di dalam esemen dan kuiz (haha), zaman stay up segala bagai, zaman makan dan makan dan makan, zaman gelak berguling2 dan menangis mcm nak rak, zaman....haih. semua. air mata dh begenang dh. Tengok mala senyum time nie, teringat semua benda selama 4 thn kt ukm..all the things n stories we've shared. Tapi aku sangat happy for her. Sebab bukan sedikit rasa pedih yang Mala rasa sebelum sampai ke hari ni.

*She's beautiful, kan?? hehe

Mala, I will always love you. Me and piah.We will. Always. ok?

Ko jgn lupa kitorang tau. *sob sob*

To Mala and Noyu,

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!

wish you both live happily ever after with the cutest kidssss in the world. hehe

Of boredom

I'm bored.
Yes, you heard me.
Bored.
Damn bored.
I want to go somewhere.
Somewhere.
But where?
And when?
I don't know.
All i know is that
I am effing bored.
Sheeesh.

Hate it.

January 1st

I love my name - just because of how you say it.
I love how you love me- and aren't afraid/shy to show it.
I love the way you stare at me- when you think I'm not looking.
I love the way you lean in close whenever I tell you something-

even though we both know you heard me.
I love the sweet things you say to me-

even when I'm screaming at you.
I love the way you smile at me and find me cute-

even when i've said the most stupidest thing.
I love the security I feel whenever you’re around.
I love that after I spend the day with you,
I can still remember your smell.
I love the fact that you always make me feel beautiful-

even when I'm feeling chubby, fat and bloated.
I love the way you can light up my face
by just walking in a room.
I love the way you smile and the way you laugh.
I love the way you make me smile, and
the way you make me laugh.
I love hearing you laugh, even if it is at me.
I love the fact that you are rational and patient enough
to talk to me through the rough times.
I love how you inspire me to be a better person
than I ever thought I could be.
I love the way you say
“Don’t worry baby.., everything will be OK”.
All the good things, all the surprises, all the imperfections,
I love them all...just because they're yours.

Happy Birthday, my dear.

You're not getting older, you're getting better. Trust me.
*wink wink*
I feel blessed to know you. I am.
I wish you will always be as happy as you have made me.

xoxo
♥ y.y.c ♥