Down the memory lane

Best friend.

The moment my mouth say these words I could easily get nostalgic. I had my really best friend when I am only 6 year old. I’m not even sure if this childhood friend fullfilled the real meaning of best friend, but all I know is that we cared too much about each other and to me, she stays unfogettable in my mind. Juliza Elyza Zainal. (see, I can remember your full name and spell it correctly) We first met at this particular kindergarden, Al-azhar. I was a mischievous little girl at that time. But Julizan was a very shy, fierce girl and barely talk to anyone. Unfortunately, we became close and closer. Tadika Al-azhar adlah tadika yg sgt ‘alim-‘hehe. We ate in a biggggggggg plate, shared by two or three kids. Saya memang xkan lalu mkn esp mkn roti canai share dua org dlm pinggan besar. Huhu. I will only mkn2 kalau turn org share dgn saya adalah beliau atau adik saya.

Bila masuk primary school, SKT, we were not in the same class. It’s tough at first to adapt with new frens but then both of us were ok. But we were not as close as before anymore. In fact, both of us seemed alien to one another. Weird, huh? I mean.., zmn kanak2 pun dh ada konflik cenggini. Haha. We both had another best fren. Then, in Standard 4, we were become best friends again since we were in the same class, 4 Hijau. Hehe. Then the story of the Most Popular Gang begins here. Hehe. F.E.M.I.N.A. I don’t really remember where the word FEMINA came from, but it consists of 4 best, sweet, funny, smart and enjoyable little girls. Hehe. “Cunni the ‘cak broom’”, “Leha the Tomato man admirer”, Julizan the beautiful one, and me, the best among the best. Ahaksss. Just kidding’! ;)

Being school prefects doesn’t mean you are perfect. That’s what I’ve learned. Haha. In fact, the four of us were trouble maker. Haha. We were the blacksheeps, and surprisingly also the apples of the school’s eyes. Kami adelah prefect yg saja masuk class pkul 8 utk take time habiskan mknn RMT. Haha. Pastu jalan lenggang2 sambil gelak2 lepas denda student yg lewat kt gate.(ada 3 gate) so slalu gilir la dua2 org dgn the other prefect yg baek. Hehe. Giler annoyed la time tu. Sori ye kpd sesaper yg png kena denda dan digelak2. huhu. Sori sgt2. darah muda time tu.. haha. The best thing about Femina adlah kita adlah smart. Haha. Bukan riak takbur, tp btl…Bolehla kan. Sklah rendah, jd scorer xbg can kat geng lain. Huhu. Tp ada sorg dua budak lelaki yg akan menyelit2 di celah2 femina bila kuar result exam. (yg kekal dlm ingatan adlah Naim dgn Rohaizad) Haih...cubala dpt number 5. bg kami 4 org conquer. Haha.

I could vividly remember that we will buy our breakfast; nasik lemak dari Ucop and will enjoying our breakfast dlm stor 6 Berlian. Hahaha. Lepas mkn, main Sahibba, congkak, atau chess. Hehe. Tp langit x selalunya cerah kan… Ada masa susah kami, fighting with another geng, berpuak2, kata mengata. Mcm2la. That’s the most thing I hate bila kt sklah rendah. Hmmm…itu semua my childhood memories, dlm peringkt mengenal apa itu kwn2 dn persahabatan. Dah xde puak2. All of us got flying colours in UPSR, alhamdulillah, but there’s no more FEMINA after that.

And now, I don’t know if these 3 girls still remember all this memories or not. Cunni has moved to another chapter of her life; being a wife and a mother. Leha was completely different eventhough I believe that she had found her happiness and because of that, im happy for her.

And Julizan, I have no idea where she has been for all these while. I don’t know what had happened to her. It has been almost 12 years. I hope that she’ll be happy in whatever yg dia buat. I want to see her. I always make believe that I have forgotten everything about her. But I know that I was lying to myself. I always wondering what has happened to her, whether she’s still remember me the way I do. Tp saya xpenah ada jwpn utk semua persoalan ni. I always wish that I could meet her one day. I hope that she’ll realize that I really do appreciate what we had together.

Because she used to be my best, bestest friend.

And to me, some people are always close in heart.

They just do.