Top 27 resolutions

My resolutions; 27 perkara duniawi yg ingin dilakukan sblm mati.

1. Nice spa!
2. Go fishing.
3. Bungee jumping.
4. Buat tart nenas yg plg sedap!
5. Hiking / berkayak (kt tasik yg ada burung2, dan teratai2.owh cumel)
6. For some good reason, tgk muka sendiri masuk paper/tv.
7. Pg Cameron/Genting/Pangkor/Langkawi dgn Haida. Lalallalala..
8. Blajar tukar tayar keta sndiri.
9. Round Europe. (enuff money, pink health, best companion=perfect package)
10. Drive Harrier.(xbeli pon bleh drive jdla . Haha)
11. Know the exact location of each n every country in the world.(sprt mghafal atlas)
12. Having a realll breakfast in bed. Ada orang masakkan saya breakfast. Dan served breakfast itu kt saya atas katil when i woke up. Hahahaha.
13. Lps habis the series of Prison Break, tgk balik citer itu dari 1st season. haha
14. Becuti 1 family setelah semua org confirm mendapat cuti >1 week . hee
15. Reunion dgn kwn2 sekolah rendah (Julizan, Leha, Cunni, Naim, Rohaizad, Julia, Usop, Waheeda, Arnie, Anis etc etc)
16. Tiup buih sabun dan tulis nama sy atas pasir tepi pantai time sunset.
17. Wlpun xsuka mekup, tp nak blajar mekup betul2 sampai terer. (owh saya sungguh tidak reti bermekup)
18. Tgk wayang! hahahaha. owh sy x tgk wyg.
19. Buat full medical check up & donate blood.
20. Paint a self-portrait.
21. Pg lbh bnyk theme park dan ride lbh bnyk merry-go-round.
22. Shopping di Bandung!!
23. Be stronger, mentererkan diri utk communicate dgn org, deal dgn client, + judge.
24. Nak coach handbag!!!! Ngeh ngeh
25. SLR + photography class. hee
26. Officially mnjd Peguambela & Peguamcara, Mahkamah Tinggi Malaya by next year.
27. My ultimate dream; to own “My Little Best Friend”.

Kak Cik

Kak Cik adalah cousin saya. Walaupun cousin tiri, tp sy agak rapat dgn dia. Kak Cik adalah berumur 37 tahun. Kak Cik sgt bnyk bekorban utk kakak2 dan adik2 dia. Biar adik2 dia further study walaupun dia kena keja, biar kakak dia kawen dgn cinta pertama dia, jaga anak2 adik dia yg ke-3 masa husband adiknya itu koma 6 bulan kt Johor, jaga tok sblh ayah dia masa sumer org lain sibuk dgn rumahtangga msg2, ditinggalkn oleh tunang masa lg seminggu dh nak kawen, dan tinggalkan kisah cinta dia kt Kedah utk ikut adik ke-4 yg dh kawin ke Selangor utk jaga anak2 dia, mengasuh anak2 itu sampai sekarang yg sulung dh 8 thn.

Dia? Dia hanya seorang Kak Cik. Yg sgt berbakat menjahit. Yg sgt penyayang. Yg sgt lemah lembut. Dia menjadi seorang ”mama” kepada semua anak saudara yg dia jaga. Spnjg duduk dgn family adik dia yg ke-4, Kak Cik ambik upah jahit baju dan langsir. Dgn duit simpanan lepas 6 thn itu, hujung 2007 Kak Cik brjaya beli mesin jht canggih yg boleh sulam2, boleh design2 secara automatik dgn hrga rm6000++. Lps dh beli mesin itu, Kak Cik kembangkn lg bakat yg dia ada dgn ambik upah jahit telekung, tudung, jubah, cadar, alas meja, etc.

Hinggalah suatu waktu, ada seorg lelaki dr 1 company yg dgr pasal bakat Kak Cik dr org2 di kwsn itu, dan lelaki itu buat temphn langsir kt Kak Cik utk company dia. Dr situ, derang kenal, rapat, dan pada 28-12-08, Tuhan dah tetapkan yg Kak Cik, selepas 37 thn menjadi seorang kakak, adik, anak dan cucu, akhirnya, menjadi seorang isteri. Isteri kepada seorang lelaki yg menerima dia seadanya. Saya ada dgn Kak Cik masa lelaki itu melalui detik lafaz ijab dan kabul. Ye. Kak Cik menitiskn air mata. Saya jugak akan menangis kalau di tempat Kak Cik. Dgn semua kata2 fitnah org, dgn semua pandangan negatif org, dengan semua pengorbanan membahagiakan orang lain, Kak Cik akhirnya berpeluang mencipta bahagia dgn keluarga sendiri.

Kak Cik, angah dh tgk sendiri kdg2 apa yg ditulis dlm novel mmg cermin kpd kisah segelintir makhluk Tuhan. Kisah Kak Cik angah dah pernah baca. Dan kesudahnnya adalah happy ending. Angah jugak percaya bahagia itu akhirnya akan jd milik Kak Cik. Berhentilah menangis. Ini adalah hari Kak Cik. Kak Cik layak menikmati keindahan hari ini. Tuhan itu Maha Adil dan Penyayang. Semoga xde lg air mata dlm hidup Kak Cik.

Senyumlah.

:: i'm happy for you ::

:: aima. me. along. Kak Cik ::

Semoga bahagia sampai bila-bila. =)

hye hye bye bye

53 thn lepas, Rosa Parks didakwa kerana enggan memberikan tmpat duduknya di dlm bas kpd seorang lelaki kulit putih. Dia didakwa semata2 krna dia adalah berkulit hitam. Tp itu cerita lama yg membngkitkan gerakan hak asasi yg sgt luar biasa di AS. Cerita hari ini, seorang lelaki kulit hitam (campuran sbnrnya), Barrack Obama, menang dlm pilihn raya Presiden AS. Apakah beza antara Obama dan 43 bekas Presiden AS sblmnya? Mungkin hanya 1. Obama adalah dr keturunan kulit hitam, yg lain sume putih2 belaka. Adakah manifesto Obama semasa berkempen; utk mengubah dasar AS akn ditepati? Besar kemungkinan, tidak banyak yg akan berubah. Sebab?

Aliran pemikiran realist yg mnjd paksi kpd dasar AS. Menjd negara berkuasa besar, for sure Obama perluu memastikan legasi itu dikukuhkn di bwh pimpinannya, setidak2nya dipertahankan. Wlpun beliau menunjukkan spt tidak anti-Islam, ttp siapa yg tahu agenda sbnr ahli politik sblm dan slps berklempen? Hee. Pelantikan Senator dr kota New York, Hillary Clinton sbg Setiausaha Negara. Kt New York, Clinton mengisytiharkn cuti Yahudi sbg public holiday. Kita tau apa kuasa yg dia ada sbg Setiausaha AS. Maka dasar AS trhdp Negara2 Islam, yg pasti, tidak akan mnjadi terlalu brbeza dgn Bush. Mungkin saya a bit sceptical, tp itu yg sy rasa. Harapan dunia utk Obama menjadi manusia yg 100% kontra dari Bush terlalu menggunung. Mungkin Obama lebih berhati perut dr Bush, tp xmungkin dia akan menghapuskan terus semua dasar AS yg menyebabkn Negara itu mnjd sgt ‘besar’, termasuk ‘dasar mnjadi kaki buli’. Tp xpe. Jgn menjadi sgt prejudis dan menjudge beliau terlalu awal. Haha. Biar Obama bersinggahsana di White House dulu, then kita akan melihat perkembgnnya . OK? Ok.

::Barrack Obama + Hillary Clinton::

Barrack Obama adalah cerita politik plg hot kt dunia dlm 2008. Lagi? Yg xkurang jugak hotnya Bush kena baling kasut. Thailand + Mumbai dgn bomnya. Plg menakutkan, ekonomi dunia bergolak. Yg jugak memberi kesan kpd kita.

Malaysia?

Pak Lah, Najib + peralihan kuasa. Anwar is back. Tun M kluar Umno. Kedah di bwh Pas. Razak Baginda dilepas dan dibebaskn. Minyak naik dan turun. Ekonomi semakin membimbangkan. Tanah runtuh di B. Antarangsa. Yoga diharamkan. Norman Abby bercerai. Mawi Ekin kawin. hahaha

Apakah yang berlaku pada saya di 2008?

Alhamdulillah sy telah graduate dgn LLB. (saya sgt tkt kena repeat paper. Huhu. Thnx to Faidean Nasution[betul ker?] & Associates. hahaha) My graduation day jugak menjd hari plg sedih kerana semua yg indah2 (mala, piah, echa, dkt dgn haida) di ukm selama 4 thn bakal ditinggalkan. Dan harini, zahirnya telah ditinggalkan. Hehe. 2008 jugak menyebabkn saya bnyk mengenal org2 baru. My team dlm mock trial syariah, esp Imah. Banyk benda yg saya blajar drpd dia ttg apa itu sbnrnya ukhuwah fillah.(dia tidak perlu berceramah utk buat saya sedar apa yg betul dan apa yg salah. Hnya dgn mnjd diri sndiri, indirectly, sy blajar bnyk benda dr dia. Time kasih imah) Jugak Kent sbg my partner, yg sgt pandai dan telah mengajar sy bnyk benda!Wlpun judge kita sgt garang, i enjoy myself menjd counsel pd hari itu. Haha. Mcm ucapan ape jer. Hahaha. Kawan2, selamat berjaya dalam hidup!

::team mock trial syariah::

::piah. yani. mala::

::faidean nasution & Associates::

::11 Ogos 2008. heee::

:: Eddy & co. ::

Sy jugak adelah bersyukur diterima chambering di sini. Sgt busy ttp bnyk benda bleh blajar, sumer LA sgt helpful, dan Master adelah baik + experienced! So Yani, caiyok!!

Paling sedih, Tok Mah dah xde. Janji Tuhan itu pasti, Dia lebih sayangkan Tok drpd kami. Sgt mengejut, sgt terkejut, tp itu ketentuan. Dr tadika lg diajar ttg Rukun Iman. Kami redha, walaupun masa cium dahi tok sblm dikapankan sume org tahan giler xbg menitik air mata. Sgt sedih. Semoga Arwah Tok tenang di sana, dijauhkan dari azab kubur, diampunkan segala dosa, dan ditempatkan di kalangan org beriman. Ameen.

”Sesiapa yang Kuambil orang yg dicintainya di dunia tetap mengharap redhaKu, nescaya Aku akan menggantinya dengan syurga” [Hadis Nabi]

Selamat tinggal 2008. Selamat tinggal yang sedih2.

"Dan tiada seorang pun yang dpt mengetahui (dengan pasti) apa yang akan diusahakannya esok. Dan tidak seorang pun yang dapat mengetahui di Bumi mana dia akan mati." (Surah Luqman; 34)

Selamat dtg 2009. Selamat datang 1430 Hijrah.

Semoga kau hadir membawa seribu kebaikan, rahmat dan cahaya, yang jauh lebih baik dari semalam.

comel atau sangat comel?

Hehe. Dsbbkn dh nak new year, sy ingt nak beli planner(setiap hujung thn pon camni..haha). Sbb short call 6-1-09 dan adelah akan sgt bz pg court dn jmpa client utk present report. So konon2 nak jd “matured dan wanita bekerjaya ckit” makanya berniat utk membeli planner. Dh tgk kt popular tp xjd. Mcm trpk adakah aku akan fully utilized beliau? Mcm tak. So xjd. Dan rupanya adalah skema sgt. Kulit. Hitam. Haha. Saya kemudiannya jalan2 di tesco. Then msk living cabin.

Dan ternampak ini…

Uishh. Mcm comel jer ni. Maka sy pon membelek kt dlm2 dia…

Ada page mcm nie..

Mcm nie...


Nie pon ada...

Mcm nie plak...

Dan mcm nie..

Wah comelnya!!!!!!!!!!!! Suka suka suka. Terus dah xingt psl planner ke apa. Dan sy terus melihat how much it cost. Teka baper???? RM 6.90. Betul ker ni?

Belakang.

Belek depan skali lg.

Owh comel comel comel. Murahnya!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha. Kan? Rm 6.90 utk si comel ini??? Sgt worth it. Maka saya pon membelinya...Instead of beli planner skema kaler hitam dan tebal, (nak ambik yg ofis punya adlah lg sgt skema. Haha) sy telah berjaya mendptkan ”my things”. Haha. Cute dan kecik. Sgt suka!!!! Hehe.

So kawan2, diary (mcm sayang jer nak conteng trial date dlm nie. Haha) sy ini adakah comel atau sgt comel???? Hehe. Sangat comel kan? Hahaha. =P

holiday...

it's friday...
sume org cuti...
eh tak. tinggl 6 org jer xcuti..
including me..
ch'ng holiday sampai new year kt switzerland...
kak norma will be going to italy..
kak yana dn kak njwa jugak cuti...
goh is celebrating krismas + new year kt singapore..
hon penang...
lagi brpuluh org saya tidak tahu..
tp mereka adalah cuti jugak..
bestnya mereka2..

apakah motif saya sbnrnya??? hahhahaha. =P

student life

owh. baru 7 bulan kuar U, br 4 bulan lps konvo, dan br 3 bulan keja saya sudah rindu sy punya student life!!!!!!!!!!! campus life!!! huhuhuhu. xbestla keje. hahaha. best time dpt duit jer. hahahhahaha. ok2. sy br half half tp sdh menunjukkan tanda2 bosan bekerja dn tidak matured. haha. mmgla suka tp mmgla lagi suka time blajar!!!!! (bukan time kena study la, time lepak2..jalan2...exam2..haha. suka exam lg dr viva. so xpela exam pon. haha) kwn2 di ofis adelah lain drpd kwn2 ketika study yer. boleh jer kwn, ok jer sumer org pon tp adalah lain...so kpd yg blum abis blajar, sila live ur current life to the fullest! kalau kt U sukati jer nk tido pukul bape...nak study ke tak nak...nak mkn ke tak nak...nak lepak ke ponteng ke jalan ke shoping ker dating ker. ahaha. dn best kenl org yg suka lepak kt luar mlm2 so sy akan memesan supaya beliau menapau cndwn goreng atu sotong goreng. haha. skrg sumenya ada time.. huuhu. even firm nie bos2nya sgt baek dan tidak strict sgt, tp adalah tidak se best zaman dulu..huk huk. lgpon mana bleh tido time keja. keja sume kena tgk dateline dan client's need yer..huhu. dulu time study bleh jer tido. hahaha. tolong tolonggg!!! mmgla sy nak dan x terpk nak quit pon tp i need something yg bleh keep me hanging on. owh bukan stkt hanging on, tp utk enjoy jugak dgn keja sy. di manakah passion itu??? hehu. apakah??? or... siapakah?? hahaha. xbleh2. Ya Allah tolonglah saya..

suka

Apabila kecintaanmu benar
Maka semuanya akan terasa mudah
Dan semua yang ada di atas tanah
Akan pulang menjadi tanah lagi.

Sounds of silence

Silence teaches you many things.

It teaches you how to listen and how to hear.
It teaches you how to see things from different angle.
It teaches you how to re-think and re-consider.
It teaches you how to control your emotions and be patient.
It teaches you how to feel and how to translate in to words what you are feeling.
When you can’t translate what you are feeling, silence allows you to go deeper into yourself and find the peace that surpasses understanding. A peace that enables you to move forward, even when you don’t understand.

Most of the time, silence is a good thing.

But there are those times and circumstances when silence will kill you.

A killing silence can destroy your identity and your spirit.
It can kill your heart and your soul; when silence is used to stay in phase “I don’t care anymore”, “don’t bother”, “go to h***”.
It will murder your sense of worth; when silence is used as a means of avoiding something you know you must deal with.
It might change your sense of love, you sense of life; when you keep telling yourself that silence is the best way to keep you hanging, instead of living with it.
It may destroy your inner self; when silence is used to hide the truth, to avoid the truth, or to color the truth. And when you let it happens, it is the same as saying that the truth doesn’t matter. It demonstrates your belief that people who tell the truth don’t matter. But they do.

So which one do u prefer?
The choice is yours. =)

pissed off

Last week, on Sunday, (30/12/08) i went to this particular Land Office. Ms Ch’ng asked me to go there and pick up deed of title for one of this particular asset of our client. I pn pegila. Ambik my maklang pg hspital for some of her routine, and then sementara tggu maklang jmpa doc, i pon pg pjbt tnh, which is about 2 km from the hsptal. Dlm 9.15 cmtu. Then pg kt kaunter.

’Kak, sy nak ambik geran no...’ (sambil tunjuk resit byrn kt dia-which had been paid in 2004!)

’Sat na.. org yg incharge bhgn nie x naik lg. Dia pi minum pagi’.

’Ermm, ok’

About half and hour later, i pon bgn. ’Kak, dia dh naik blm?’

’Blm dik. Tggu sat na..’

’Dah stgh jam dah kak.’

I pon malas tggu, pgla kt my maklang dulu kot2 dia dh sudah ke apa kan. Tgk2 blm lg sbb sorg doc nie emergency. Tggu dlm 15 minutes. Then i pg la balik. Dah dlm pukul 10.15 masa i sampai kt pjbt tnh tue. Pg kt kaunter. Jumpa the same kakak.

’ Cane kak?’

’Dia xnaik2 lgla dik..”

And i was like... ”Minum pagi dr pukul 9 sampai ke lunch nnt ke kak?”

Dia tediam. ’Tak tau nak katala dia nie..”

Wah geramnya . ’Cafe kt mana kak? Biar sy p carila.” Yer2. laser. I dh geram thp cipan dh. Hahaha

Then tiba2...

”ha. Sampai dh. Wei ***, adik nie tggu hg lama dh”. Dia pon ”la... awat xpggil..”

” sj la xmo kacau. Ingtkan masa bekfes terus sambung dgn lunch nnt. Tlg cari sat geran nie. Byr 2004 lg tp setiap kali telefon nak ambik, dok kata xjumpa2..Cr sat. Dhla sy tggu lama”

”ok2. sat na nk carik..”

Sammmmmmpailah dlm pukul 11. Dia naik. ”sori dik, dh jumpa. Berabuk nie cari kt stor.(sambil mengibas2 kemeja dia)”

I pon... ”ok thank you.kalau jumpa dari dulu msti xberabuk sgt kan...” (sambil senyum. Haha. Keji...)

Dia jwb..”tp sori lg sekali dik. Dh jumpa tp tgk2 xsiap pon lg nie. Dulu yg inchrge officer lain..sy pon xtau smpai stage mana dh dia record. Kena check balik dulu.”

Hoh. Wth?????? ”xpe checkla. Sy tggu.”

”xdan siap nie dik. Kena mintak sign boss. Boss on leave harini dgn esok.”

Hoooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Benci.

”pastu??? bape thn lgla nak tggu...”

”mggu nie jugak sy telefon adik suruh mai ambik. ”

”betul2la...stg sy mai xsiap la..bos cutila..hilangla..”

”dak2. betul. Dulu org lain wat, sbb tu trgendala. Nie sy dh takeover. Nah ambik nombor sy”.

”tlg bg siap mggu ni ek. nnt sy tanya bos encik, dia cuti setiap mggu ke dr 2004. tolong yer bg siap jugak. Urgent. Client sy nak geran dia. Dia dh byr loan hbs dr dulu lg”.

muka dia adlh cuak. Hahahhahahaha. Sy suka.

”ok2. lusa (selasa) sy cal adik mai ambik. Janji.”

”ok time kasih. Sy ingt nama encik *** yer. Hehe” (senyum keji lg.hahhahaha)

[then encik *** itu pg kt meja kwn sblh dia dn tarik kerusi dia duduk kt situ smbil beckp2. maybe gossiping about me or wutever.]

Sekian terima kasih.

My point is sampai bila pekerja kerajaan nak berubah dn menjd produktif dan efisien dn komited??????? Kalau punch kad pukul 8, then pg ’minum pagi’ dari pukul 8 sampai 10.15 dan naik balik dan besembang sampai lunch dan after lunch baru gigih nak wat keja.......tidakkah kamu makan gaji buta utk separuh hari???? Ha????

A fren of mine yg penah wat praktikal kt R**, ckp mcmtu la jugak..everyday akan ada sorg dua yg dtg awal tolong punch kan kad, yg lain2 sampai ofis dlm pkul 10. Then pg bekfes...pukul 11 naik...then 12 kluar plak utk lunch. Then masuk pukul 2, sembang2 ckit..pukul 3 kelam kabut wat keja..then keja xsiap...balik pukul 6 pukul 7...dan kemudian CLAIM OVERTIME!!!! Pintar dan bijak dn cerdik yer kamu semua. Dahla mkn gaji buta. Hoh. Benci. Halalkah apa kamu makan? Amanahkah kamu dlm memegang amanh?? Ha???

I think Tun M dh nampak benda nie dari dulu. Sbb tula sistem punch kad diperkenalkan kt agensi kerajaan. Tp mereka adalah lebih licik kerana berpakat dan bergilir. Harini org tu dtg awl, esok gnti plak. Dan bos adalah 2 kali 5 sbb tu la xkesah bila anak buah wat cmtu. Jadi di manakah KEPIMPINAN MELALUI TELADAN ITU?


*btw, today is Wednesday. Dah 1 minggu.Dah raya dah pon.But i havent received any cal from him. yet. Haih.

me + client + borrower

Tahukah anda lawyer jugak adalah manusia biasa?

Yg tersentuh bila dgr cerita org. Yg jugak sedih bila ibu menangis sbb anak dia dipenjara. Yg ada perasaan bila brjaya provekn sumbody itu guilty dn akan kena gantung. Yg jugak kesian bila org dtg meraung2 kt ofis sbb umah dia nak kena lelong dgn bank. Yg jugak letih bila cakap banyak2 kt court. Yg jugak bukan shja ckp banyak tp jugak kena dengarrrr banyak. Dgr hakim marah. Dgr klien marah. Dgr borrower marah. Dgr the ’innocent’ marah. Yg jugak tension sbb kena pg ofis during weekend bukak fail dan baca kes. Yg jugak frust sbb xbleh pg kenduri kawen kawan dia sbb dia ada outstation case yg lawyer lain sume xbleh pg. Yg jugak kadang2 at some point yg sppttnya dielak rasa besalah sbb defence org yg kena tuduh under rape, murder, robbery, etc..etc.. even kami xtau sapa betul sape salah. (obviously on HE knows..sape kita nak judge org??) Everyone is innocent UNTIL proven guilty. So until and unless u tender evidences showing he is guilty, u cannot judge him, sbb yg akan buat semua tu hanyalah HAKIM. Dan juga hakim setiap makhluk kt dunia nie; HIM. The Almighty. Lawyer jugak xbest bila org ckp dia banyak makan duit org. Tahukah anda lawyer jugak kena bayar gov. tax? Tahukah anda fees lawyer ditetapkan dlm AKTA??? Solicitor’s Remuneration Act. Tahukah anda??? Tahukah anda lawyer jugak ada hati dan perasaan bila org keep talking yg jd lawyer senang buat duit? Tahukah anda betapa berat amanah yg dia pegang? Tahukah anda betapa letihnya dan teruknya keje yg dia kena buat dan kena study? Tahukah anda betapa besarnya dosa yg akan dia tanggung kalau dia tersimpang dr the only aim for being a lawyer; TO SEEK JUSTICE? Tahukah anda yg lawyer walapun dia perang dgn the other side dlm court tp kt luar court derang still bleh minum kopi dan gelak2 ttp XKAN n will not ckp pasal derang punya perang dlm court td??? Tahukah anda yg menjadi lawyer jugak bermakna anda perlu tahu mana kes yg boleh diambik, dan mana kes yg kalau boleh elakkannlah ambik? Tahukah anda????

~OK2.sekian-sedikit luahan emosi. Mewakili bebrapa org. haha. Huhu~

Owh btw, harini sy kena marah dgn sumbody. Dia buat loan bank. rm85,000. then dia xbayar 3 months in row. bank, as our client, instruct me(sbb i incharge bank nie) to isuue nod (notice of demand) to that borrower. i pon hntarla... then after a while, dia cal bank nak bayar ckit2. bank pon ok. Instruct me to withold dulu legal action. (yes yes keje saya hanyalah mendengar arahan bank punya lawyer. Haha) then, dia xbayar pon even i cent, so last week, bank asked me to proceed the litigation. I pon filekan summons bla bla bla.. then hantar inform letter kt that borrower kata kena dtg court next 10 dec. Dan td pagi, org itu adalah cal saya dan marah marah marah.

”saya dah bayar dah awat kena pggil pi mahkamah lg ha? Mamposla mcm ni. Dah byr pon kena saman, xbayar pon kena saman”.

then sy pon replied, ”kak..sy xtau pape. Kak bayar dkt bank, bukan dkt saya. Mcmana sy nak tau kak dah bayar kalau kak ataupon bank sndiri xbgtau saya..kak kenala ckp kt bank kata dah byr dan mintak bank stop legal action against kak..”

then dia terus letak. Tau x sape yg salah? 100% bank itu!! Hoh.

Then i cal bank. ”Encik ****, nape xinform sy kata kak****** dah bayar utang? Xpasal2 saya yg kena sembur dgn dia.”

”dia cal marah? ye ker? La...sori sori sori yani. Sy overlook la. Sbb baru last two days dia buat payment. Sy pon xsempat nk bgtau yani”

Cis sungguh. Kena sembur dgn org bukan sesuatu yg bagus yer. Saya dhlah sensitif dn cepat terasa. Haha. Tp sianla kt akak tu kan. Yela sape xtakut dan gabra dan cuak kalau kena pggil pg court. Huhu. Sy bukan sengaja kak..bank xinform sy, how am i supposed to know... xpe kak..lawyer akan inform pada judge mintak withdraw legal action dn sy akan close file..ye kak? No worries ok.. =)

Piah

Safiah Abd Aziz.

Kawan menangis. Kawan ketawa. Kawan begambar. Kawan buat note. Kawan tiru2 masa quiz. Kawan accident. Kawan masa break. Kawan masa tied. Kawan masa down. Kawan begosip. Kawan study. Kawan shopping. Kawan berangan. Kawan makan. Kawan semuanya.

(owh not to forget.ye. ye. u to mala. haha)

I miss you so so much piah!!!

Happy 23rd birthday.

You deserve a lot of better 'things' in your life.

The happiness will be yours. Im sure for that.

Mmmmuahhh!!!!Love you piah dearie!

Let the pictures do the talking

*the wedding cake*

*=)*

*ashraf + fina*

*me after the wed*

*sume mls masuk sbb the ballroom sgt sejukkkk.hehe*

* me and along *

* husna and zul*CONGRATS!!

*me and pelamin. hehe*

*sedara mara*


*the menu*btw sup ketam itu marveles!!!

*ashraf + fina* husna + zul*

So I end up dgn pegi their wedding! hehe. Adalah exhausted sbb siangnya berjalan dan berpanas di Melaka. So gambar adalah tidak banyak pon. To Ashraf + Husna, both of u sangat berseri malam itu!. Wish you both live happily ever after dgn ur partners. =).

llalalalala~

knock.knock.knock.

masuk and my bos tgh tgk appoinment for next week.

( nak pggl dato' ke encik ke apa nie..)

"en. kamal, aa.. sy nak mintak cuti this friday bleh x? "

"apa dia? sorry?" (ya Allah, dia nk marah aku ke nie...)

"saya nk mintak cuti this friday..bleh x en. kamal?" (blagak cool n confident)

" yes. BOLEH! u ask hon for the form."

"owh..thank u en kamal."

" no problem".

so what's that mean?

SAYA DAPAT CUTI!!!!!!! YAAAYYY!!!

at last, xtau dr mana courage tu dtg, sy berjaya ketuk bilik bos dan mintak cuti! haha. tau x nape sy tkt sgt? sbbnya mana ada cuti utk chambering student. we r not staff atau qualified lawyer yg the rights sume diprotect di bwh Akta Pekerja. hehe. hanyalah lawyer-to-be. so kalau nk cuti ke apa, sumenya based on consideration by the Master. thank God sy dpt master baek spt en. kamal. hehe. muahh!!

tp kn, 70% mmg sy akan pg knduri kawen my cousins.. serba slh dan x 100% happy.

ATTENTION!!!

Btw, kpd nama2 di bwh:

Julizan Elyza Zainal.
Zuraini Abu Bakar.
Zulaiha Abd Rahman.
Julia Johari.
Mohd. Hazrul Naim Hashim.
Mohd Rohaizad Md. Rejab.

Wahh..terernya saya bleh ingt full name kwn2 sklh rendh saya…haha.
Time kasih kerana menjadi kwn2 sepermainan dan sepelajaran saya dan menambahkan warna warna dlm hidup sy sebagai kanak2.
Diharap kita semua menjadi ’somebody’ dlm hidup. Hehe.
Do keep in touch kalau ingt saya lagi! =)

*wlpon sy tau u guys wont be reading dis. hehe

Down the memory lane

Best friend.

The moment my mouth say these words I could easily get nostalgic. I had my really best friend when I am only 6 year old. I’m not even sure if this childhood friend fullfilled the real meaning of best friend, but all I know is that we cared too much about each other and to me, she stays unfogettable in my mind. Juliza Elyza Zainal. (see, I can remember your full name and spell it correctly) We first met at this particular kindergarden, Al-azhar. I was a mischievous little girl at that time. But Julizan was a very shy, fierce girl and barely talk to anyone. Unfortunately, we became close and closer. Tadika Al-azhar adlah tadika yg sgt ‘alim-‘hehe. We ate in a biggggggggg plate, shared by two or three kids. Saya memang xkan lalu mkn esp mkn roti canai share dua org dlm pinggan besar. Huhu. I will only mkn2 kalau turn org share dgn saya adalah beliau atau adik saya.

Bila masuk primary school, SKT, we were not in the same class. It’s tough at first to adapt with new frens but then both of us were ok. But we were not as close as before anymore. In fact, both of us seemed alien to one another. Weird, huh? I mean.., zmn kanak2 pun dh ada konflik cenggini. Haha. We both had another best fren. Then, in Standard 4, we were become best friends again since we were in the same class, 4 Hijau. Hehe. Then the story of the Most Popular Gang begins here. Hehe. F.E.M.I.N.A. I don’t really remember where the word FEMINA came from, but it consists of 4 best, sweet, funny, smart and enjoyable little girls. Hehe. “Cunni the ‘cak broom’”, “Leha the Tomato man admirer”, Julizan the beautiful one, and me, the best among the best. Ahaksss. Just kidding’! ;)

Being school prefects doesn’t mean you are perfect. That’s what I’ve learned. Haha. In fact, the four of us were trouble maker. Haha. We were the blacksheeps, and surprisingly also the apples of the school’s eyes. Kami adelah prefect yg saja masuk class pkul 8 utk take time habiskan mknn RMT. Haha. Pastu jalan lenggang2 sambil gelak2 lepas denda student yg lewat kt gate.(ada 3 gate) so slalu gilir la dua2 org dgn the other prefect yg baek. Hehe. Giler annoyed la time tu. Sori ye kpd sesaper yg png kena denda dan digelak2. huhu. Sori sgt2. darah muda time tu.. haha. The best thing about Femina adlah kita adlah smart. Haha. Bukan riak takbur, tp btl…Bolehla kan. Sklah rendah, jd scorer xbg can kat geng lain. Huhu. Tp ada sorg dua budak lelaki yg akan menyelit2 di celah2 femina bila kuar result exam. (yg kekal dlm ingatan adlah Naim dgn Rohaizad) Haih...cubala dpt number 5. bg kami 4 org conquer. Haha.

I could vividly remember that we will buy our breakfast; nasik lemak dari Ucop and will enjoying our breakfast dlm stor 6 Berlian. Hahaha. Lepas mkn, main Sahibba, congkak, atau chess. Hehe. Tp langit x selalunya cerah kan… Ada masa susah kami, fighting with another geng, berpuak2, kata mengata. Mcm2la. That’s the most thing I hate bila kt sklah rendah. Hmmm…itu semua my childhood memories, dlm peringkt mengenal apa itu kwn2 dn persahabatan. Dah xde puak2. All of us got flying colours in UPSR, alhamdulillah, but there’s no more FEMINA after that.

And now, I don’t know if these 3 girls still remember all this memories or not. Cunni has moved to another chapter of her life; being a wife and a mother. Leha was completely different eventhough I believe that she had found her happiness and because of that, im happy for her.

And Julizan, I have no idea where she has been for all these while. I don’t know what had happened to her. It has been almost 12 years. I hope that she’ll be happy in whatever yg dia buat. I want to see her. I always make believe that I have forgotten everything about her. But I know that I was lying to myself. I always wondering what has happened to her, whether she’s still remember me the way I do. Tp saya xpenah ada jwpn utk semua persoalan ni. I always wish that I could meet her one day. I hope that she’ll realize that I really do appreciate what we had together.

Because she used to be my best, bestest friend.

And to me, some people are always close in heart.

They just do.

saya ada masalah

Boleh x tolong saya selesaikan kes di nie.. meh sy bg facts of the case.

22nd Novmber(Sabtu) nie MY BEST FRIEND is getting ENGAGED. Dia bakal betunang di MARAN, Pahang. Mmg dia xpanggil sesape kecuali family dia (of course la kn. haha) n her two best friends, which is ME; dan sorang lg kwn kami(piah). Kami menjd saksi cmna dia menangis, frustrated, tertekan, give up, dan happy dgn relationship dia spnjg 4thn kt ukm. Dari sorang ke sorang, dan finally, she is getting engaged; a chapter before she become somebody's wife. Adlh sgt excited, thrilled, dan happy utk dia!!! Kami jugak dh jnji akan ada utk each other masa BIG day masing2..huhu.

On the same day, MY COUSIN is getting MARRIED. Kawen kt Sime Darby Convention Centre, KL. Sy adlah tidak kenal sgt dgn dia (eh. dua org skali. abang dgn adik). Sbbnya mmg jarang jumpa. Tp dsbbkan BLOOD relationship, my parents mcm nak sy pg KL. Lgpon, adik sy yg study kt Pahang pon pg jugak KL. Sedara lain yg jauh2 pon dijangka pg jugak. So mcm... family gathering jugak. Dan mereka BERKAHWIN... dua beradik serentak.

At the same time, sy jugak tidakla CUTI....hahahaha. Even kt Kedah, tp firm sy cuti Sabtu Ahad, sbb client senang datang jumaat, dan client mcm bank xcuti jumaat. So sy dh tanya Kak Najwa, bleh x nak cuti sbb knduri. Dia ckp ok jer. Tp sy takut nak bgtau BOS... huhuhu. Dahla aritu br cuti pg filing kt court Kl..huhu. seganla nak cuti...haha. Junior lg kan..huhu. Tkt plak kalau cuti, nnt staff kt situ (xcept the lawyers-lawyer sume on jer. hhaha) ckp sy NAIK LEMAK plak...Uwaaa.. So camana nie...Huhuhuhu =(

Any suggestion?

Me interviewing people?

Ok saya yg baru konvo last August, apakah yg saya tau pasal menginterview org?

Semestinya sy tidak tahu. Baru melalui 2x pengalaman diinterview-di Lee Hishamudin n here. Dan baru almost 2 months being here. Owh mengapakah saya perlu mengintrview???

Sume lawyer pg court dn adlah sy seorang di office bersama the other staffs and two senior lawyers. And one of that particular senior lawyer asked me to decide whether this fella is a yes or a BIG no. I’m too bad at judging people (errr..i have no courage to make a big decision actually), thank God that fella was not so good in computer, and that is the reason why I should say that he is a NO. Huhu. I know that it is no good to disappoint people who desperately need job, but I do know that this company cannot afford staff that need to be teaches not only how to deal with client, but to be teaches first how to deal with Microsoft Word. Huhu. Too many things to do yet too little times we have. Apakah kalau allignment segala pun xtau, caner nak reply letters cepat2..huhu.Saya bukanlah mean, tp mereka adlah mempunyai high expextation…So lebih baik saya xambik, drpd ambik dan hari2 dia kena mrh dgn lawyers dan saya jugak will be blamed on sbb ambik dia keja. Haha. Kan? Huhu. Sori. That’s why I hesitate to interview mereka2. =(

A man

Right now I’m doing a case about petition for dissolution of marriage. It’s the husband who (at last) decided to make the petition. I’m quite cynical about this fella at first, but it turns out to be other feelings as I go along the case. Just imagine, this husband has waited for his wife for 18 years!!!!! He makes me realized that love is not something that you can see, but it’s the sacred thing that you can always feel.; even if that person is not with you anymore.; even is that person doesn’t love you anymore; regardless of everything. If there’s no love, you cannot do what he has been doing for that period of time. When I asked him where the wife is; he just told me that she went with another man. And guess what? He has been waiting for his wife for 18 years just to know that all these while, that lady was living happily with another man. All these while, he always makes believe that his wife was living somewhere for some good reason, and will come back to him one sweet day. The wife always sent him card on their anniversary. The sad thing is, before the wife left, there’s no argument between them as they always live with “more than enough”. The husband has biggg bungalows, a lott of money, and indeed he is the gentleman type of husband. I know that you will say money is not everything, but what else that you need after having someone that you’ve known for 25 years, have been in love for 4 years before got married, and the marriage was bless by both family. Luckily they don’t have any children, and that’s the reason why he at last, decided to divorce. I do disappoint with the lady. Why??? How could you do that to that person? To your husband? You have promise to be with him till death apart. Even if you cant do anything because there’s no that so-called love anymore, please…tell him. Don’t just go away, left that person, giving him hopes by sending cards whatsoever, giving him the courage to pray for you, and after 18 years, you appears simply to make him know that all these 18 years, you are living happily without no regret, no guilty with another man!!! It’s cruel, you know.

You are not only breaking down someone’s heart, but you are destroying his life.

And it hurts a lot.

Just imagine what would you do if you were in his shoes.

otai

Adalah extremely happy dan best!!! Haha. Saya telah dipuji oleh Otai di sini yg telah terkenal di seantero office dengan kemoodyannya. Haha. Best giler ye. Ngeh ngeh.

We were gossiping about a lady, who came for an interview when shah said,

“ha listen yani. Don’t ask Miss lim too much or otherwise she’ll say you sume nk Tanya”.

Then Miss lim replied,

” eh she’s not that type. She’s ok. There’s difference between willing to learn and asking too much. She’s good. And she’s in the right track and bla bla bla….”

(xmo r bgtau sume. Stg riak plak. Ahahha)

To Miss Lim, Thanks a bunch! For cheering me up. hehe

Mari menconteng

adalah suka mushroom for some reason. hoho.
dan adalah suka menconteng2 apabila xde keje..bosan..dan skt hati..
lallalalalalalaaaaaaa. =moody=

saiko

benci!!!!!!!!
cis dan cis dan cissssss!!!
huhu. im in the verge of breaking down.
adlah happy at one side, dan adlah saiko on the other hand.
cis.
huh.

the title

Here I go. Hehe

I have been realizing for quite some time that I need to blog. I need to blog to get things off my mind and off my shoulders. I’ve started posting some things on one of this particular website, but I think letting my fingers dancing on keyboard to post on my own blog will be much more functional and fun. At least for me. Hehe

Oh. Why Yarnie Iris?

1. a fren of mine gave dat commercial name for our study grup. My official name in that “so-called association” is Yarnie Iris, instead of my real name, yani. Haha. He gave that kind of commercial value for every person’s name in our study grup. Hehe. Kak ija was Eja Ohara. Cam nama jepun kn. Hehe. Yg lain2 xingt. I was pretty segan dan pelik at first, but it turns out to be fun. Haha. Because people didn’t know the exact members of our grup. Haha. Masa print out notes for each other kami akan letak dat name. haha. So bleh study dgn tenang tnpa gangguan anasir-anasir luar yg mgkin akan menyemakkan apa yang sedia ada. Haha. Jht x? hehe. Utk kebaikan sume kan.

2. sume blog title yg aku nak letak sudah diambil org…maklumlah sy ketinggalan bab2 blogging nie.. haha. So adelah salah dari segi copyright mahupun pattern mahupun trademark jikalu sy menjadi hackers dan menggunakan nama2 yang sudak menjadi milik org itu..hehe. apakah. Msti Puan Zinatul marah saya telah menghancurkan ilmu IP yg diajar beliau. Haha.

3. mcm unik jer nama yg faidean bg tu. haha. dan adlah tiada lg nama org sebegitu. so xpyh pk bnyk kali. hehe

4. Saja suka hati. Hehe. lol

Ok sambung keja. =P

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Ok. This is my first time blogging and to myself and I, wish u happy blogging! haha.

~somehow, i feel like i really need this.